Who I am
I'm not a risk taker. I'm the one who stands in the background encouraging others to shine and giving them love leaving none for myself without them knowing it. I'm not a loud person. I am the one...
View ArticleWhat I've lost
It wasn't always this way, the way of sadness and aloneness. I used to be happy and comfortable with everything about myself. It turns out once you get older you lose yourself to the point where you...
View ArticleThank you
Thank you for loving me when I thought love was a four letter made up word for people who like to lie to themselves or people who thought it was real. Thank you for lying by saying your name was...
View ArticleMy best friend
I gave you my trust in your hands the day we became friends and you blindfolded it so that I couldn't possibly know what you were doing until it was too late. I spilled my soul to you and the one time...
View ArticleDon't cry for me
As he lay their I remember all the times we had together and then all of a sudden it was "Please don't cry when I'm gone." I thought I could stay strong so I hid my tears until finally the sadness...
View ArticleAnother lost friend
Another lost friend, another memory spent trying to forget. Rather it be I unknowing to myself or them not seeing the same they leave me and then wonder why I do the things I do to try to heal. In the...
View ArticleThe game with myself
You know you wouldBut never you couldIf you ever got the chanceTo use the knifeThat ended my lifeAnd end our little danceBut you couldn't bearThat one harming tearThat'll steal me from my friendWhen...
View ArticleI can hear you
As I lay in my room with you thinking I'm dreaming of the day gone, I hear you cutting into oneanother with words, screams, shouts, and insults. You both smoke because if you didn't let anger out on...
View ArticleRed Tears
You're silence means nothing because I see the pain in your worn out eyes.You've been crying again.You cry red tears and your skin soaks them up on the scars on your arms from words turned to razors...
View ArticleFreedom
I count the hours of the day wisfing I was done. Not just with the counting but with my hopes and aspiration My life is like a ruler I want to break in half. End it before the true pain begins. As i...
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